The Beginning Of The End?

I stared at the screen, willing her to talk again.
But she didn't.
This wasn't the first time, of course not, but this time felt different, and it didn't feel good.
"Skyler..." her name escaped my lips in a sigh, as I leaned back in my chair, closing my eyes because it was all I could think of doing.


For so long, I had loved her. For so long, I had cared for her, tried to show her that she is so much more than she believes. For so long, I had wanted her to be mine.
And at the very moment when it seemed as though she would be, and that things were going to be okay, it all changed again. She turned again, buried herself again, but deeper this time. She buried herself in her darkness, and it's so much darker than before.
I'm afraid. I'm scared. I'm lost.